MyWritings

Overestimation

2005-11-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

Heart calls, heart falls
it's hollow, yet still so vain

Who knows, life crosses
flying in a pain

Wondering in the buona natte
the hopeful and the thoughtful
all the same, only darkness

Sun rises, paths gleaming
and life starts over again
nothing else is essential

Mirror

2005-11-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

Mirror - Sylvia Path

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful
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.
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Are we mirrors?

2005-09-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Jealousy
It is so lousy
u r not that sexy

u see?

this is so funny
I'm falling for e horny
u even pledged to be a family

my...
the world is crazy

It is today...

2005-09-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

The day when I realize
that I need
that I want
that I'm happy with you

The day when I realize
that I'm in love with you

will it be too late?
will you be upset?
will I dare?

Feeling a gap

2005-08-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

Feeling a gap
Surrounded by sound, smell and touch
There's no you
Gap somewhere inside the bigger gap

Feeling you holding me
Feeling you and me
It's tough
I rather be in love

Try to be loyal

2005-05-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

Cobalah Untuk Setia
Apalah maumu kasih
Kaupilih diriku
Didalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia

Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia

Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu kunanti
Kau coba untuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta

Dan harus kau sadari
Bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia

Masihkah aku diinginkan
Masihkah aku di dambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu
Bersamamu akankah kujalani hidup

-an old song by KD-
a very deep song, and one that makes me wonder more about the significance of loyalty in every relationship.

Sunday thoughts

2005-04-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

Shepherd me Lord,
beyond my wants
beyond my fears
from death into life.

menolak tuk mengakui

2005-04-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

Cinta apa itu artinya?
Katanya sih kalau perasaan berbunga2
Katanya kalau merasa lengkap dan bahagia
Katanya kalau dunia menjadi indah bersamanya

Cintaku bukan sembarang cinta
Biar ribut semua mengatakan, aku tidak ingin mencinta
Biar ribut hati dan otakku, aku tidak ingin mencinta
Biar ribut semua orang, aku hanya mencintai Tuhan dan sesama

They - you - me

2005-04-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

The baby in the supermarket has your smile
The baby has your skin
The baby has the same sparks which I found in your eyes
The baby reminds me of you

The doll dog in my table has your cuteness
The dog has the same eye stare
The dog appears as innocent as you are
The dog reminds me of you

The song replays itself again and over
The song pictures my feeling
The song handles everything so simply
The song reminds me of you

How can u be so sure?

2005-04-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

How can u be so sure?

When I say "I'm not interested with u" more than once.
When I say "Please don't think too fancifully"
When I say "U r a great 'friend'"

My brain pictured u ONLY when...
I see tt ur msn nickname is so pity-evoking
U coughs and sneezes to beat the lecture's voice
I recall that I promise u something

When I do not realize that one week has past since we last talked
When I do not see or feel fire in my eyes tt shout "I love u"
Is it because I cannot see directly into my eyes?
Is it because I can only view them through mirror?

I'm really curious,
how can u be so sure?

In tribute to my dear Holy Father

2005-04-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Lily Productions

© 2003 Lily Productions/Erin Berghouse

JOHN PAUL II

Holy Father
Here we gather
John Paul II
We love you

You're the Roman Pontiff
You're the Vicar of Christ
In the words that you speak to us
And the letters you write
You bring hope to our lives

You're the Shepherd of Bishops
You're the voice of the Church
Your holiness nourishes
All across this earth
You bring hope to our lives

You're the Valiant Defender
Of our beautiful faith
You're the Pilgrim Leader
Of World Youth Day
You bring hope to our lives

Holy Father
Here we gather
John Paul II
We love you

-Holy Father thank you for everything you've done for us-

The Need for A Believe

2005-03-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

When the believe is not here but the longing is here
The rationale is seeking for an answer that not all can answer
The reasoning calls to go back to the principle of finding truth
But what is truth and why do humans believe different things?
Because humans need to have a believe

True

2005-03-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

True/False
A man claims to be God
True: Then we must believe
False: 1.He is a lunatic. 2. He is a liar
He must be GREAT for having followers 2000 years after He left this world.

Church VS Churches

2005-03-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

Choose rationally:
1. one is true
2. none is true
3. all are a bit true
When we try to be nice and accept different opinions
When we are more considerate and open for discussion
We think that we can have different opinions and each has some truth in it
But, how can we believe in one of these opinions if they contain some falseness?
Because, we accepts that our belief may contain some errors.
However, one church claims to hold the wholeness of truth and contains no error.
The church that invites many awes and critics.
However, we cannot even question the church if we were to study it to find an error.
For God is the founder of the church and it is still the same church now, 2000 years from then.

Waiting

2005-03-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

I am waiting
for You have promised
In the sure hope
I will stay alert

Like an expecting mother
I am very anxious
Like a child going for his first day in school
I am very scared
Like a sheep to be sheared
I wait patiently for the time
Like lovers in love
I almost explode with joy

For You loves us so much and always do
I will always wait for You

A plan

2005-03-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

The world is created and is watched over
The humans are given the will
The angles are given the responsibility
Yet all is planned in the beautiful plan

The plan so wonderful, sweet and full of love
we embrace it with our whole hearts

The plan so full of blood and mysteries
we cannot understand why love is the reason
for love is the only reason for the plan
Because He loves us

The plan so perfect it shows us how to react
The plan so beautiful we can admire every second
The plan so well-planned that we are saved

Addiction

2005-03-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Addiction is never good to beings
Body desires more than brain controls
Priorities are not to be mixed without order
The higher centres have their power no longer

Contrast

2005-03-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

He loves me
he loves me not

How to say
how to be sure

When the eyes tell yes
but the lips say no

The hearts yearn to be
the brains try not to be

The souls are together
the spirits are separated

He loves me
he cannot love me

The time to starts

2005-03-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

The time to starts is the time to do action
When the tide is still low and the night is young
Better get moving before the rest is coming
Never be the ones who are left behind

The time to starts needs some sacrificing
When the old things bug you down and never let you free
Better be strong before you soften even more
Never be the ones who are left behind

The time to starts, it is now
When the feeling is almost right and the passion burning
Better do it before the fire goes dim
Never be the ones who kill yourself