Overestimation

Heart calls, heart falls
it's hollow, yet still so vain

Who knows, life crosses
flying in a pain

Wondering in the buona natte
the hopeful and the thoughtful
all the same, only darkness

Sun rises, paths gleaming
and life starts over again
nothing else is essential

Mirror

Mirror - Sylvia Path

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful
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Are we mirrors?

Jealousy
It is so lousy
u r not that sexy

u see?

this is so funny
I'm falling for e horny
u even pledged to be a family

my...
the world is crazy

It is today...

The day when I realize
that I need
that I want
that I'm happy with you

The day when I realize
that I'm in love with you

will it be too late?
will you be upset?
will I dare?

Feeling a gap

Feeling a gap
Surrounded by sound, smell and touch
There's no you
Gap somewhere inside the bigger gap

Feeling you holding me
Feeling you and me
It's tough
I rather be in love

Try to be loyal

Cobalah Untuk Setia
Apalah maumu kasih
Kaupilih diriku
Didalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia

Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia

Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu kunanti
Kau coba untuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta

Dan harus kau sadari
Bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia

Masihkah aku diinginkan
Masihkah aku di dambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu
Bersamamu akankah kujalani hidup

-an old song by KD-
a very deep song, and one that makes me wonder more about the significance of loyalty in every relationship.

Sunday thoughts

Shepherd me Lord,
beyond my wants
beyond my fears
from death into life.

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Katanya kalau dunia menjadi indah bersamanya

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Biar ribut semua mengatakan, aku tidak ingin mencinta
Biar ribut hati dan otakku, aku tidak ingin mencinta
Biar ribut semua orang, aku hanya mencintai Tuhan dan sesama

They - you - me

The baby in the supermarket has your smile
The baby has your skin
The baby has the same sparks which I found in your eyes
The baby reminds me of you

The doll dog in my table has your cuteness
The dog has the same eye stare
The dog appears as innocent as you are
The dog reminds me of you

The song replays itself again and over
The song pictures my feeling
The song handles everything so simply
The song reminds me of you